Fog

I’ve been a good little trooper.   I’ve taken my medication as prescribed.  Haven’t missed a dose.  Know the side effects and am keeping my hopes up…but… this medication has me in the haziest fog.  I can’t eat.  I can only sleep.  I know I needed sleep but the exhaustion I have is not good.  My brain is thinking and can comprehend.  I went out yesterday to the movies.  Enjoyed it but I know this medication is just messing with me.  I’m not against medication but I don’t feel this is the right one for me.  I can type this without problem but if I lie down I’m instantly sleeping.  I have zero appetite.

I am on a combination of 2 medications.  The first one acted immediately and I felt normal.  Could function with zero anxiety.  3 days later I added the second and I think that is the issue.  The problem compounds itself as the first is meant for short term (couple of weeks) and the second long term.  I will call the doctor today and ask to be seen again.  I have spent my days, while not sleeping, speaking with friends.  CBD Oil keeps coming up in the conversation.  I think I want to try this route.  It cannot be worse then before medication nor as bad as I feel now.  If anyone has tried CBD Oil please let me know how it works.  I am always looking for alternatives.  I need to get my brain under control but am not willing to sleep 18 hours and not eat more then half a meal a day.